How come

How come we never talk
and when we do it doesn't feel real
you don't know what i do to myself
i skip all my meals
i use the razor
when it gets to bad
just sometimes i get so sad
my tears stain my face red
and the razor makes me look dead
i just want you to realize
everything i go through
all the cuts on my wrist
that i wish would never show
you just don't get it
that I'm scared to no end
don't want to go to sleep at night
afraid that i will see the light
i just want to hang on
so i can be with you
and we can be together
and do what we want to do
just a few more months till i see you again
and ill look at you and ill know your my friend!

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