Why

?Why?
by: Ashly U.

Why do I hurt,
Why do I bleed,
Why do I beg,
Why do I plead,

Why do I cut,
Why do I cry,
Why do I live,
Why don't I die,

Why can't I sleep,
Why can't I dream,
Why can't you hear me,
Why can't I scream,

Why do I grin,
Why can't I keep clean,
Why am I so nice,
Why are they so mean,

Why can't I be noticed,
Why can't I be heard,
Why must I suffer,
Why is depression just a "word",

Why is my soul dead,
Why am I in pain,
Why does my body ache,
Why can't I gain,

Why do I keep asking,
When nothing will ever change,
Why do I keep wondering,
When everything just stays the same.

its just mixed emotions i no it isn't good but i was confused and really down when i wrote this. oh and the line "Why can't i keep clean" doesn't mean I'm dirty or anything haha it means like why do keep turning to alcohol and weed and stuff like that i just thought i should just explain it so u don't think I'm a smelly and nasty person ha well votes and comments are greatly appreciated. thanks love ya!