Lies

I don't deserve this gift given,
I use it and receive trouble.
I'm more fake than I'm living,
building my web, ply of double.

Why speak, only to tell lies?
Hiding truth more than before..
The hurts left in my eyes,
I'm nothing useful, evermore.

I robbed my friends blind,
told stories never true.
Left misconceptions in their mind,
all I wanted was you.