This is for my lost friends.

~*this is for my lost friends*~

i don't really know what all to write
except for I'm struggling to live with all my might

all my pain has taken over me
on one is here so my pain they can not see

no one ever stays around long
if they do they will take a path thats wrong

they are not here to mend my broken heart
they were there once but that was at the start

no one was there after i got depressed
now all i am is just obsessed

i need them now but they are gone
they were not here for very long

my pain is just driving me crazy
now everyone is sitting there being lazy

they all think that i am a cutter
everyone thinks that except for my mother

they all think I'm trying to make myself hurt
but they are the ones who kicked me out into the dirt

my life is just split in two
I'm trying to think what i should do

they think that i write these poems just for fun
but they will really see when my life is done

i have a head doctor to figure out why I'm this way
but i still need help from my friends every day

some of my friends are just like me
but most of them decided to flee

my pain is in every poem that i write
I'm trying to get it out but i just don't have the might

my boyfriend is gone he couldn't stand the pain
i had to see our relationship go down a drain

the floor is wet from all the tears
i cry because i have so many fears

please help me i need your help too
without you i just won't know what to do

i am struggling to live with all my might
help me so i don't die in the middle of the night.

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