Obviously Not

I thought things had changed but obviously not
I thought you’d grown up but obviously not
I thought things might get better but obviously not
I thought you’d finally opened your eyes but obviously not
I thought my mother would love me but obviously not
I thought I was good enough but obviously not
I thought that you would care but obviously not
I thought things would go back to normal but obviously not
I thought, I thought you had a heart but obviously not