The Begging Of The End

It all started on a Friday everything was fine

we talked on the phone and said "i love you and see you in a while"
i thought you would be there but i guess i was wrong
when i heard dad say those 3 little words "Dori she died" i knew my life was over no meaning anymore i want to kick and scream and kick down the door
i have to get this out i have to tell my feelings cause i cant figure out why all night i stare at the ceiling
i am kidding with myself i want to be with you after all the things we have done and all the stuff we have been through
why is life like this? you are half of me
why did this have to happen to you and not me?
there was no reason for this to happen not even a sign
i wish i could bring you back to be with me instead i am so young i would never have guessed that i could see you dead
all i have is my self and nobody to help our family at home wont even take me in
but forget about them because i want you
i love you so much i guess they will never know but i dont care not anymore
i love you mom
love always and forever
Dori