Gain a True Love - Loose a Best Friend

It's strange to me and hard to accept
For years you and I have grown together
Always experienced the same stages of life
And promised that we would soldier on forever…
But lately that has changed for me
As I'm sure it has changed also for you
We seem in my eyes to be growing apart
And this time I really don't know what to do…
Cause we have always had the ability
To pick each other up off the ground
I thought that strength would last forever
In that treasured friendship that we'd found…
Remember all our promises and plans
The personal jokes and uncanny obsessions
The way your smile could light up my face
In those years I was fighting depression…

Its not like I am not grateful
I don't want you think you weren't appreciated
I guess the trust, the friendship and the strength
Like everything is this materialistic world has just faded…
But I find it's always me making effort
And attempting to get our friendship on track
You never seem to reciprocate that effort
And for real its like being stabbed in the back…
Cause just the way I promised you C****
You also solemnly promised me
That our friendship would always take the first priority
No matter the dramas or how crazy our lives be…
But of late that is just not case
I feel like I come in line as second best
And this is the first time you've had me thinking
That you and I are just like the rest…

That world we built for ourselves
That brought us such a comfort and joy
Has been broken down by you as I see it
Since I settled back down with my boy…
See I think that you may be thinking
That I'm starting to live a different life
And that in a way maybe it's me you blame
For causing our friendship all this strife…
But just as I told you years ago
I tell the exact same story to my love, my man
That forever you my number one and bestest girl
And he loves you too and understands…
Just because in this life I have found my true love
Doesn't mean my life doesn't have your space
For god sake you're like my sister C****
And you're probably the one person I could never replace….

So think just for the smallest while
About how you and I used to be
And have the strength to look in my eyes
Telling me that I'm still that best friend you see…
See you know you can't do that
It's impossible because it's not the way you feel
Its over our friendship has turned to dust
I still cannot believe its real…
Know in your heart I loved you so much
And to me you will always be my best friend
I'm sorry you got jealous of me finding love
And that caused our friendship to end….