I'm Free

I?m Free

My pain and confusion grows stronger every hour helpless without might or even without power

my limbs are shattered my hopes are lost my will and my life is the only cost

I?ve done nothing wrong why cant they see, accept and love and just care about me

why don?t they notice me why don?t they care instead they only judge and stare.

I am so tired of everything so tired of life but soon it will end with the edge of my knife

warm water starts to flowing as it slowly fills my tub I imagine it as a caring and compassion and love

my best friend surrounds me in a warm long embrace the water now reaching the chin on my face
I?ve made up my mind and freedom I taste,

I am so sorry that I did this I am so sorry but I must go my knife now calls to me and respect I must show

it stings as I cut deeply into my blood filled veins but if you really understood me you would know this wasn?t pain

I?m almost getting there and freedom is in sight I guess I finally did something that I think is right,

it is getting harder to breath soon ill have to stop and from my hands the blood stained paper will soon begin to drop,

I?m free!, I?m free ! I can feel it drawing near and i know once i am gone ill never be back here the pain that i went through the emptiness i felt inside all the things over the years that i safely learned to hide

i am flying now as the water turns bright red you cant help me anymore i am already dead.