I can't push you away

I thought I was over you.
I thought that I could move on,
but until I saw you that night, I didn't know I was wrong.

I tried to tell myself I don't love you,
I tried to get you to see,
but then I realized
I need you here with me.

I can't push you away
cuz I need you to stay.
but with you I'm afraid
this won't end up the right way.