My Heart Is Under Attack

In the middle of the night,
I wake up in tears,
I have never felt this pain,
Even over the years.

Isnt love supposed to feel good?
Why is this happening to me?
Why am I feeling all of this pain?
Why cant you just see?

Just open up your eyes,
And see the pain that you are causing,
Hopefully it would make you change,
Because my heart is not pausing.

I want these feelings to go away,
And never come back,
But what is there for me to do,
When my heart is under attack.