A Note For Dad

Dad
Just as I thought I love you
I know that this feeling is hardly true
Thinking of the indecisive things that you do

Dad
Don't even try to conceive me
That everything will soon be the way it should be
Because from where I stand, that's not what I see

Dad
I'm sick and tired of hearing your lies
You just kept me hoping all through my life
Funny when your lies fell off right in front of my eyes

Dad
You should have just make it clear
That you'll never be right here
Even though I can see you near

Dad
I could not help but to hate myself
For not letting my feelings express
Some things are just too hard to confess

Dad
I've given you my best
Now give me some time to rest
So I can clean up the mess

Dad
Before I go to sleep
I wrote this note for you to keep
And then find out if I'm in too deep