Suicidal Dreams

Dreams of knives and blood
Of drugs, pills, and rope
Not wanting to live any longer
Losing all my hope.
One time to many Ive gotten caught again
I promised I would stop but I wanted to be dead
One excuse after another
Will anything ever work?
I don't mind the pain, A cut would never hurt.
So I lay you to rest
My suicidal dreams
You've already destroyed me, move on, let me be.
I don't know what to do, no ones ever there
No one deserves to feel like this
But I'm getting more than my share.
One world ends as I fall to the floor and cry
Thinking of when you said, 'Without you I would die'
It always holds me back
Your the only trust I know
I know this cant be worth it
I could never let you go.
So I put you to rest My suicidal dreams
You've already destroyed me
Move on, let me be.