Signed Contract part 1

My body went numb last night
My sins were pain.

For, I took care of my mistakes
I looked in the mirror and couldn't help but feel ashamed of the silhouette i used to be and the one i have become
I realized that I'm the reason for your pain and felt so horrible, so helpless, so worthless
A innocent girl has to guard her heart so fearfully and forcefully
i never meant to hurt her, the scars i have left on her heart will never fade, those nights she cried herself to sleep ill never be able to give back to her

A body with skin thrashed,
Bones shattered,
And a single bullet to the head is what laid before me in a coffin last night.
She smiled to me yesterday,
it had been so long since i had seen a trace of happiness come near her

The guy she left me for had made her happy......so i didn't care about how it ended, i didn't care that the "sorrow" she told me she felt for her actions could vanish as she ran to his arms.
all i cared about was that she was finally truly happy

And that very night i stood above her
she laid in that coffin as i was slowly finished off, its hard for a man to live with a broken heart, but when his heart is taken to the grave there is no living

As i look over at her bf just sitting there showing no remorse i walk away and say a prayer "if those test come back and there is a trace of him on the murder.......I swear by all that is Holy i will unleash a pain upon him that the wrath of hell would be jealous of, ill live to kill whoever took the one i loved"
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