Chaotic

Love is something i dream about,
That i wish upon a star for,
But love has left my life,
It's flown out the door.

Now my heart has sank down into depression,
The ache reaches to the core of my soul,
Wrenching in it a deep hole,
So this is my confession:

I feel like I'm being ripped apart,
All alone and cold,
With a knife driven through my heart,
And I'm caught in a chaotic hold.

It's too much, I can't stand the pain,
I'm slowly being taken over by madness,
I fear that I'm slowly turning insane,
My body is filled with sadness.

Now I'm drowning in my own misery,
I need to escape from reality,
I'm finding it hard to breathe,
Now all thats left is my body's shell.