My first love (part 2)

This was the end
it came way to soon
it was too late
i had lost u
by the time the
clock struck noon

i never saw it
coming cause
u where hiding
things all along
this just wasn't right
it wasn't fair
this was so very wrong

i loved u how could u
i guess i just thought
u loved me too

all day i tried to
act like nothing
was wrong
I'd try and act happy
and mabey sing a song

the end of the day
came and i ran
back home
all the lights where
off i knew i was alone

as i was walking towards
my bed room
i first made a stop
along the way
and i still regreat
making that stop
to this very day

there it was
shining in the light
the blade was sharp
and i knew it could cut deep
but i knew i had to do it
if not i wouldn't be able to sleep

it started at the tip
and ran down
it didn't seem to hurt
i didn't even frown

the blood ran out
it soaked up in
my white shirt
i didn't feel pain at the time
but my body tired to
tell me i was hurt

i felt happy no one
would even know
this pain i would
have never felt if u
didn't have to go