My first love (part 3)

Days past and the secret
kept inside me
i had pain to show
but i pushed it aside me

almost a week whent
by and soon i couldn't
hold it in any longer
i had to cry
so many thoughts
going threw my head
i wanted to die

i had to tell some one
maybe a friend
and the one i told i
thought would be
there till the end

i told her bout the pain
i told her bout the scars
but she turned on me
and now the pain is ours

she took my first love
and rub it in my face
the took the razor blade
and made me feel disgrace
she showed me her scars
and said that this problem was not only her but ours

she blamed me
for her pain
she made me think
it was true

i wish i could make
all this pain go away
but this is what love
can do to u