Hurting me

I don't know if i can see
how long this is gonna be
how long will it last?
it certainly is not a blast
you make me cry everyday
but you don't care your away
could you please stop hurting me?
you think its fun like having tea
could you stop it,its not fun.
i think you like it like a shooting a gun
every night is the same
you torture me then I'm in pain
i start crying
and you start lying
but it doesn't matter to me
anymore
you've finally driven me right down to my core
you've driven me crazy without a maybe
now I'm certainly depressed
as you wouldn't have guessed
you make me hate you
when i think I'm supposed to love you
why do you do cruel things to me?
you won't let me at all be
you hit me and call me mean cruel names
while you laugh and think it all the same
could you please stop it?!
i don't at all like it
i don't know why you do it
but could you please, just cool it?
all I'm asking is for one peaceful day
where i wouldn't have to cry away
i remember the last time you got hurt
it didn't even make my face jerk
there wasn't a single tear
and you crying was all i could hear
i know I'm supposed to care for you
but you make me wanna tear from you
i know you'd like it if i just went away
and never come back starting today
maybe i should do just that
you'd probably laugh and give yourself a pat
but you make me soo sad
I'm just about gone mad
I've nothing left to say
so I'm just going away