30th attempt at suicide

-written on September 27, 2004-
I know you love me but you don't see how I see I don't know how to explain because we don't see the same I need answers but right now my only solution is suicide I don't know why it is a big deal but to me it is an answer to my problems if you and me were to switch places you would get to see why I keep my feelings cooped up inside and why I turn to suicide
-It was my 30th attempt to kill myself-

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