Used To Be

She used to be so happy
she used to be so free
but now that girl
is just a lost memory to me

what happened to her laugh
where did her bright smile go
now she wears scars on her wrist
all the rumors and people believe she's just a h0e

that girl who got straight A's
that girl that never cried
now cries all alone in her room
her happiness just died

he broke her heart
he made her believe all those lies
she falls for it every time
always trusts all those guys

that girl who never broke the rules
that girl who didn't say a word
now she's always in trouble
and what she thinks is always heard

when will she learn
what will make her see
that she finds love in all the wrong places
sleeping with different guys isn't the way to be

that girl was so nice
never said a mean thing about anyone
but now she says what she feels
when will this be done

that girl would never think of hurting herself
now she once thought of suicide
and there's so many scars on her wrist
so much going on inside

will that girl ever again be happy
will she ever again be free
I'm sad to say
that girl lost in my memory used to be me