Promises and lies

by kel   Oct 20, 2004


The world is filled with broken promises
Like parents, saying they love each other
Your friends, swearing they’ll keep a secret
Your loved one, promising they’ll always be there
But for me none of that is true
My parents used to fight
My friends, spread rumors quick as light
My true love, standing back, when I’m in a fight
All promises broken,
My whole life shattered

Then there are the never ending lies
Like parents, saying it’s a disagreement, we don’t fight
Your friends, saying that they are true
Your loved one, saying they love you
But this is crap, it’s all wrong
My parents, fight, they’re hatred strong
My friends would, in a second flee
My true love, cheated on me
With my worst enemy
My life is just one whole lie
The only way to escape is to die…

That’s when I try to disappear,
Because my whole life
I have in fear,
Hidden my emotions, behind a fake smile,
People, thinking nothing is the matter
But in truth, everything’s vile.
I can’t the pain,
It’s driving me insane
I need to escape.
So during the day, I’m all smiles
But if you look closer
You will see the hidden tears
That will never fall,
Until, inside my room.
At night I cry myself to sleep
Wanting to float off to darkness
Never to awake
But my dreams are never answered

So, if every one hates
Or thinks its fun
To treat me like shit
Then I’ll just do the world a favour
And ram this sharp kitchen knife
Through my broken heart.
So this is my goodbye
This is where I part
Commenting suicide
Escaping from my life, I’m ready to die.

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