You hurt me so bad; you don’t even know,
That you are my biggest emotional foe.
For you, I paused my life; I put it on hold,
As I stand still I feel so cold.
I need to move to feel some heat,
In a crowded room I can hear my heart beat.
You need to stop messing with my head,
Cause now I feel so lifeless and dead.
You left me here to shiver and shake,
My hatred for you I will not fake.
The tension you’ve caused I can cut through with a knife,
And it’s all because you screwed up my life.
You are dead to me as far as my life’s concerned,
My acceptance from you I won’t ever earn.
I don’t need you now I learned how to live,
My love to you I won’t ever give.
I guess you can say that I have given up on you,
But it was something that I needed to do.
You’re dying ever so slowly with your hatred and blame,
I’ll tell you now I won’t do the same,
I’ll put you in the back of my mind,
For no one to find.
I watch you hate, and never live,
I’ll help you out and I’ll forgive.
I’ll live, love and rejoice,
And this is my life my choice.
