Shattered glass

I'm walking through a nightmare
with no hope to wake up
and no will to escape

I'm back in my shell
hiding from everyone
and the walls are closing in

ignored
outcast
left to cry alone

i beg for mercy
but your hands are still on my throat

i try to scream
but no one hears my call

back in my prison
realization that I'm alone sets in

my only option
is to cut myself off from a world that can not understand me

so many feelings kept inside
I'm about to blow

so many things i need to say
but not enough words to express it

maybe soon i will once again be free
but whats the point

i will be better for awhile
then i will end up back in my shell

I'm back where i started
unwanted and spit on

whats the point of being in this piece of shit that is my world
if i will never be OK?