It's Taking Over My Head

I'm going crazy
I can't escape my own head
It's driving me insane
My heads playing me like a game
I can't get away from this Hate
From this Pain
I don't even know what's wrong
Why do I feel this way
I need some answers
I know i'll never get them
These questions will be left hanging in the air
Cutting is my only relief
Why?
Why do I stay up late with tears falling down my cheeks
Trying to cope with what I'm going through
What I'm feeling
I'm going crazy
This depressions taking over my head
I need the blood
I need it now
Some way some how
I need to feel the physical side of things
because emoctionally I can't take it anymore
I want to scream
Let it all out
But I can't
I need you so badly
Please come back and take my hand
Pull me through this pain
Your my only hope
I need to relax
I can't handle this anymore
I just want to die
Yes to be dead
You never thought you'd hear me say that did you?
Well I did and it's true
I just want to give up
Because it's taking over my head and driving me insane.

**This isn't very good, but I guess I can't write properly when I feel like this, I hope you like it!!**