Alone

I know it's short, please read anyway.

As i lay down and close my eyes,
I feel the soul inside me dies,
I feel my life start slipping away,
I tried to tell them i wasn't okay,
If i had tried a little bit more,
I wouldn't have had to close the door,
If i didn't feel so alone,
I might not have felt that my blood was stone,
My last wish is to die alone.

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