Loves Terror

I was so lost
being circled by a million faces
and I can't find my way,
Through this terror of screams
with little traces.

Falling to the ground,
without a place to land.
Little control,
over who, where, and when.

Tears are always falling down
they keep falling
but they never hit the ground,
they fall to a pool of poison,
I dive into more pain and hurt.
My heart seems to explode with anger. I feel myself fall to the dirt.

Time and time again
I find I'm hidden from the rest,
I often go unseen,
and am only loved inside my dreams.

I'm drowning, sinking down...
I gasp for air, you don't care.
Waves of blood pull me to shore,
only to find
you don't love me anymore.

I run,
I'm running from you.
Don't try and catch me...
I plead! Don't hurt me again!

With pain I cry,
don't let me die.
You saved me with your love,
then you broke my already disturbed heart.

Don't turn out the light,
I won't give up this fight.
Don't run out on me now
I'll get over this some how.

Stitch up my wounds
heal my broken heart
you've killed me inside
don't let me fall apart...

please don't hurt me again...
I plead... DON'T HURT ME AGAIN!

~idk this one might be a little crazy, for some people it will be hard to understand... but it all has special meanings to me and i hope you get it!!