Moth

I know it's a pretty stupid idea but read it anyways please. :)

My true smiles come from deep within,
I hide them away, keep them locked under my skin,
If you get one then you'll understand,
If i give you a lot you'll know that i planned,
To show you I'm normal, not scare you off,
Cause some of my 'friends' treat me like a moth,
To a butterfly, they all go round,
They take them in, to their little crowd,
From which i got myself banned,
They all move away, they don't understand,
How hard it is for me, like this,
They all just b***h and shout and hiss,
They aren't like little kitty-cats,
They're more like vicious, hungry bats,
They'll suck my blood, till they bleed me dry,
They don't get that i do it myself or why,
So here i sit, wrapped up on my own,
Away from the bats with the evil tone,
When my kitty-cats come i say hello,
Then go away, i have to go,
I feel like i have no place left to live,
To vicious bats i have nothing left to give,
Apart from my soul and my last drop of blood,
As i sit and i sink deep into this mud,
It will swallow me whole and then I'll be gone,
And no one will get, just what they did wrong.

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