I look in the mirror and all I see
Is a reflection of me.
I have no control over my life
but I have control over what i eat.
All people see is skin and bone
All I see is fat and buldge.
I loved my life
but it's no longer mine.
As I lie in bed with hunger pains
I wish I was dead or never born.
I know I am slowly killing myself
but I have no control.
Why can't I stop this?
Why do I feel guilty when i eat?
Don't tell me you understand
When I know you don't.
I never use to feel this way
but listening to the world made me like this.
You have to be skinny
you have to be gorgeous.
So I starve and starve
to be like you want.
So please don't be like me
It's to painful.
