Again?

Here I am again
with nothing to do
but think of you
your always in my mind
never leaving me
wandering through
my deepest secrets

you know me like
I know me
your there but your not
you don’t open up like
I do for you
WHY?
I deserve to know you
your secrets, your heart and soul
so now I think maybe
I should stop this
it could be bad
who are you?
Do I really know you.
What are you hiding
I love you so much
I hope it’s that same for you
not loving me but,
loving you
-bye