Bloody tears glisten on my cheeks,
I am bleeding my heart out through my eyes,
You never knew how much you meant to me,
I cry these bloody tears as my young heart dies.
I never want to see you again,
But my heart aches for you,
I never want to love you again,
But the feelings wont go away no matter what I do.
I still remember the way you used to smile,
I think that's what drew me to you,
Your smile, your laugh, your touch,
I really needed you.
I was so good to you,
I was always there,
I visited your ball games,
And everyone knows I hated it there.
But I did it for you,
Because I knew you wanted me there,
But now I look back and think,
Maybe you never did care?
As I sit here alone in my room,
With only fading thoughts of you,
I want you to know your nothing,
And I hate you
