The inside feelings of a fighter

You say i'm safe here in my room,
When all i am is alone and confused,
People would walk by me and give me strange looks,
When all I am is bruised,
Some would even say i'm insane,
I guess they're to blind to see my pain,
Most would blame me for their mistakes,
Acid rain falls onto my face,
Yet it feels like its washing away my pain,
My toucher is attached to golden chains,
I feel nothing but sadness and
pain,
Guess thats why the battle field calls my name