Decieved

In the end I'm falling
With each and every step
I feel myself consuming
But it's just the tears that fall

I wish I could just fly away.
Just try to keep away
The evil things of this day,
And hope for a new day

Give me a reason to smile,
At least just for a little while
Because drying these tears
Might just get rid of all these fears.

And here I am confessing
Without a reason for doting
But here I am again
Just trying to win a heart

And I feel like it's raining
But it's just the tears falling
No one is there to comfort me,
But I never wanted it anyway.

Yes, a lie I may say
just my mind in a sway
And here I am asking
Where is the sun I'm basking?

And now I feel myself surrender
To get away from the ways you rendered me,
The minds of me
Blinding me,
Unwillingly.

I have been wrong
About everything
I though I was strong
But I'm nothing.

Because in the end I'm falling
With each and every step
I feel myself consuming
But it's just the tears that are falling.

So I decieve myself.