The girl i loved

The girl i loved
struck me hard
everything blow
off so fast

so sad to think
about What happened
so the only thing i could do
was turn to drugs

got high before class
during lunch
after school
so much fun but still so much pain

did some cigarettes
that helped
did it for a month now
still not hooked

gonna stop
just for you
only if
you understood

if you understood
how much i loved you
and i don't mean as friends
i mean the real deal

but i guess
that will never happen
sense it has lost
forever to come

o well
thats life
it sucks
good bye

-Adam