On the edge

I am on the edge of losing it
after that night you told me how much you cared for me
then you turn around and cheat on me with my best friend

why is there nothing fair in this world
why couldnt there be an easy button for this
hurry up and come with a time machine
that can take me to my death

my one love
and my only love
now ur gone
and im hurt
lost in the cold
lost in my thoughts
you keep tryin to call
as i watch the caller id say ur name
i dont want to much of this anymore
plz just go and leave me
you done enough damgage
i cant afford to hear that voice
that once said \"I Love You\"

Now i sit on the porch at night
looking up at the stars and moon
looking into gods eyes
so he knows ill be there soon