Always Will Be My Baby

++ Another poem about my abortion. ++

No one understands
Why i call you my own
Why i call you My Baby
When you were never fully grown

They don't understand
That this is my way to cope
Because if i properly sat and thought about it
I think on my tears I'd choke

I made you
And for six weeks you were mine
Why can't i refer to you as My Baby
Is that such a crime ?

I made a mistake
I didn't have a clue what to do
Everyday i sit and think
About how i took me away from you

It kills me inside
I bet that they didn't know
I always have to put on a smile
Trying not to let it show

Not letting the anger and regret
Get to me too bad
Trying not to show
That I'm so f uckin sad

But don't worry Baby
I won't let them win
Because I'm not doing wrong
This isn't a sin

You'll always be mine
No matter what they say
And i know that in heaven
We'll be reunited one day

++ RIP Baby ++