My Last Words

I'm gone now; do you have any regrets?
Was there something you wanted to say?
Are you sorry for what you have done?
If you could turn back time, would you ask for one more day?

I'm sorry that it had to end this way
but I couldn't go on bearing this pain
It wouldn't stop, it would just get worse
and noone would listen, it made me go insane

I always hurt the ones I loved
and it was him, my only one
it was hard to handle a relationship
a thousand miles away, but yet he was always my sun

My heart would always ache for him
and he was nowhere to be found
I reached out to hold him
yet nothing but air was only around

My friends have moved on
and I am no longer a friend
they wouldn't understand how I felt
but they kept pushing; with happiness at send

I couldn't smile, I would not!
Why should I? When I have no smile returned to me?
Now don't you understand...Why I couldn't go on..
Why I just had to leave...?

I'm sorry for the worries
and I'm sorry for all the lies
but I'm not sorry for letting go
because I'm finally free of pain; so just let me say goodbye...