Can't Control Me

by Kylie   Nov 18, 2004


Under the makeup
My eyes are red
I want them to say
what i wish I had said

I love him so much
but now its too late
hes got someone else
someone I want to hate

contemplating suicide
but I don’t want it to collide
with everyone else’s plans
since my life
is in their hands

It scares me to see
that I cant even control me
I don’t know why
i want to die
except b/c of you
and how you make me cry

I want to do it
but I don’t think I can
I keep seeing a picture in my mind
of the cold blood running down my hands...

I guess in the end
Im just too afraid
so by my own cowardice
my life was saved...

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  • 19 years ago

    by Mentally_Unable

    this poems remind me so much of me because i wanted to do that because i was going through some rough times but i was to scared of doing that, then i realized why die when i can help other people live. u know friends can be more comforting than family expecially through hard times if u let them. any way ur poem was kind of shakey at first but the middle was real good. nice job

  • 19 years ago

    by Shelby G.

    Amazing! Fantastic! I Truely loved it, this is some excellent work.

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