Secret

I know it all

from your heart being broken

to when you fall

not being able to pick up the pieces, not being able to make it mend

it hurts to smile deep down inside

thinking everyone around you is thinking the worst

trying to forget the lies

knowing that forever you are cursed

the pain is to much to bear

so this is where the blade comes in

knowing that no one will care

after you have committed this sin

cut after cut, you just never seem to stop

you see the blood drip onto the floor

wishing you were back at the top, when you were actually happy

wish after wish just wishing for no more

hate yourself so much it makes you sick

loving yourself would just be a sin

forever being at rock bottom but still getting kicked

haven't quite realised what your got yourself into

no where to go

cant escape from the pain, cant tell it to go away

you have sunken to an ultimate low

no way you can say

no one must know

it is your secret

but when you finally go

everyone will know, that little secret