Thoughts in the dark!

So silent,
not a sound.
Not even a whisper,
it's dark all around.

So scared,
it's only me.
All alone,
so dark, i can not see.

The dark silent night,
enfolds me in it's embrace.
I lie awake and wonder,
whats wrong with this place.

No one to love me,
I'm sick of crying.
No one cares,
I just feel like dying.

No friends,
no one to care.
Who cares what happens to me,
death is my only fear.

Life or death,
I have a choice.
But do I really want to stay here,
so far, my conscience has made no noise.

I want to die,
but I'm to scared.
How should I do it?
This is harder than i feared.

My heart is heavy,
what will happen to me after death.
What have I done to my life,
I've made it a mess.

But I'm still here,
what should i do?
Life or death,
what to do, I have no clue!