Today I'm happy, but now that I think about it....
What will I be tomorrow....?
Depression is so easy to fall into but also so hard to get out of!!!!
But like I have people that love me,
I have people that care.....
But how can I feel so far away from someone that are oh, so near???
How can it be that I feel so happy yet so depressed at the same time?
What is happening this world of mine?
I can't turn back time, I can't take away my mistakes!
I can only look forward,
move on,
and hope I don't make the same mistakes over again.
So sometimes I cry at night as I wonder, why things never turn out right.
But at least I almost never give up on something without a fight.
But I realize,
why am I always trying to make everybody happy,
When I can't even make myself happy...?
I find it hard to smile at times,
I often feel so sad,
sometimes I really think I'm really going mad!
But right now I'm happy,
almost nothing can bring me down
So I go out and face the world,
and wipe away my frown....
*I know the title probably doesn't fit but like I didn't know what else to call it!!! Anyways this poem is about what I'm feeling right now and I have just started out writing poems so I'm probably not that good at it... As you see... :p So plz tell me what you think about it!!!*
