Wonder why

I wonder why i still care
i wonder why you left me here to die
i wonder how long i will cry
i wonder why i still love you
i wonder why i want to be with you
i wonder why you hate me soo much
i wonder why i have turned to cutting and have become a b***h
i wonder how long i will be with out you
i wonder if you still care
i wonder if you miss me
i wonder if you think of me
wondering why I\'m missing you now
i wonder why i want to die
so just answer me this will you miss me after I\'m gone