Will I live another day?

With the pain I take
With the knife I make

With the burns I create
With the scars that I take

With the hurt within me
With no future to see

Only one thing to be
But I just can’t believe.

With the picture I draw
With my life wanting more

With my body showing gore
With my arm still sore

With the confidence I lost
With my happiness at a cost

Can I stay alive?
I just can’t decide.