Your Surprise

I'm stuck inside a dream,
i cant seem to escape.
its not what it seems,
you cant seem to relate.

why cant you see,
that your killing me inside.
your damn male pride,
speaking in only lies.

Your sins scream to me,
so loud my ears bleed.
Please, I'm on my knees,
WONT YOU STOP KILLING ME!

whats left of me is nothing,
nothing you could understand.
you just seem to bring to me,
as much pain as you can.

Please just go from me,
take it all away.
take your so-called love,
to keep your women at bay.

where did it all go,
why would you leave?
i thought you had loved me,
now i cant seem to breath.

i thought it was what i wanted,
i thought we could never be.
i thought i needed you to leave,
i thought you never loved me.

now your killing me,
tearing from my insides.
you'll never escape.
no use to hide.

I'm killing you now,
eating you alive,
driving you insane,
to the point you wish to die

you cant seem to rid of me,
you yourself cant escape.
its a surprise to you isn't it?
to know all along i was just a fake.