Days

As the days go by...i hear all those rude remarks and comments.
its hurts so bad,i already know how i look but i don't need people telling me or talking behind my back. but i guess thats what this world has come to. very rude and mean people. if you wanna survive or get accepted in this world,u have to look like a Barbie doll or playboy bunny. which that stuff if very nasty to me. i am so jealous of those girls tho,i wish i could look like them but i doubt i ever will i don't have the money or the strength to change it. because of those peoples hurtful words,i am always so depressed that all i wanna do is lay in bed and be lazy. so i guess thats why i wanna end my life because i really don't think i can ever be loved like i used to be or ever be the same person. all my insides are dead. and my heart is in so many pieces not even glue could piece them back together. i guess i am just saying i want someone to love me for me and not care...but i don't know if that will ever happen but maybe one day it will as the days go by.

*i know its not that good but i was thinking it all and was trying to write it all down,PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT,PLEASE!*