Skin tears

I'm on my own the tears are falling,
sunshines gone,angers calling,
the blade comes out ,no-ones listening,
the blade goes in the blood is glistening,
the relief is instant no more blame,
only blood ,scars and shame,
trying to hide the thin white lines,
but people don't know whats behind,
the cuts ,abuse, and tear stained cheek,
i try to fight it i'm just too weak,
then one day it ends for good,
im dead ,drowned in a puddle of my own blood.

by cait