The Girl I Used To Know

by ¤©h€€®ƒüll¥♥©¥ñ!c@l¤   Nov 26, 2004



I used to admire you, you were my idol.
You were always different, unique in your own way
But now you turned into one of them,
And I don't know who your trying to portray.

Then you turned for the absolute worse.
Sure, you wanted to lose some weight
Doesn't everyone? Yea, but that didn't mean
to throw up everything you ate.

After that, she changed even more
She did something stupid just to fit in.
Losing your virginity for a guy you didn't even know.
Does the old Jessica still lie within?

Then the rumors start, along with the stares
Did she really do that? I would have never guessed.
How would such a kind angel
Grow so quickly into a devil in distress?

I just want the nerve to say
How I envied you in every way,
But i have to admit that you screwed up,
You have taken me into great dismay...

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  • 19 years ago

    by Lydia O

    Excellent poem. It is very sad when friends let us down this way and they lose our respect with their own self destructive behavior.

  • 19 years ago

    by ♥Me™

    another great poem *votes 5* kaylyn

  • thanks, i will try to support her even though we're not all that close of friends, and now I understand why she didn't tell me. she doesn't even know that I know, and I think she wouldn't trust the friend that told me anymore if I told her that I knew.

  • 19 years ago

    by Eibutsina

    For those of you who have suffered with an eating disorder you would know that its not exactly something your proud of, its not something you go telling everyone about of course you keep it secret - most ppl suffering are so ashamed of it, they know they need help but can't bare to admit weakness and can't ask for it...its hard but i have been there. You can't be mad at your friend for not telling you, its now that she needs your support and friendship the most to help her get thru this, she might not have told you babes but if i were you i would be more thinking about she felt that she couldn't tell you and what is going on in her life to make her be doing this kinda thing - be there for her she needs you! It was a wonderful close and dear friend who helped me overcome my eating disorder, i still falter here and there but now i am happier and healthier with many thanks to her...as for the poem it was great excellent choice of words and very expressive well done!
    Your friend Eirisa

  • 19 years ago

    by Ashleigh Skye

    wow this is amazing. I can totally relate to how you are feeling right now.. Dont worry it gets better after a while

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