Dying for you...

Dying for you...

In my bed i am here laying down
crying for you every night
looking at the moon trying to see your face
tears slowing fading away
I feel so empty, so alone,
the cold breeze pasting by me
i feel my burning heart
so numb
who am I?
who am I?
I look around the room
My vision stops at a blade
I stare for awhile
oh how I wish that blade was stabbed into my skin.
Without thinking, without knowing
I grab the blade
I past it thought my wrist
popped a vined
...minutes later
4...6...8...9.....12
I am in pain
blood coming out like a water fountain
from going up a 9,000 mountain
I can't feel my wrist
thinking that soon everything would be over
soon maybe minutes, an hour the most
I feel happy as a smile forms on my face.
blood is covering my bed
I am losing so much blood soon I'll fault
just soon I'll make you happy my love
I cant feel my arm I think I lost it
So many memories are going though my head
I see my life in front of myself
My vision is slowing going away
all i see is you fading
grey, dark grey, black, dang my vision it gone...
I am slowing fault
I cant feel my body only the burns of it, as if it was on fire
burning away
counting every second of my life
spending it on remembering you
I cant move
all that keeps me alive is my heart thats slowing stopping
even if i am dying, my heart will stay, and forever the love I'll have for you would stay with me forever
i cant feel it in my heart that only seconds were left for me
I begin to stop breathing
My air was going away
Vision of you is all i see
and the moment feels special for me
Here it is
now u could finally sleep peacefully
knowing that i died just for you
my breathing has stooped.
I was dead
leaving you a note with only 3 words, 8 letters, one truefull meaning
I love you...