He'll never understand
How much he's truly missed
He'll never understand
That I'm hanging on the memory of his kiss
He'll never understand
The nightmares he caused her
He'll never understand
How we miss him more and more
He'll never get to see
His Daughter get married
He'll never get to see
His granddaughter carried
He'll never know
As much as he could
He'll never know anymore
Even though he should
We'll never figure out
Why he died that way
Why he killed himself
On that day
We'll never figure out
The questions bothering us all our life
We'll never figure out
Why he left us with so much strife
The rest of our lives
We'll wonder why
And I'll lay in bed alone at night
And I'll cry
Emma will wake up with nightmares
Screaming for her daddy to come home
And I'll be there to hold her
Me; Alone
Without him we'll get by
Even though its tough
Everyday we get up
Our lives are rough
Without him
We'll cry alone
Without him
Our house is not a home
No husband,No Father
Just Emma and I
Spending our days without him
Spending our days wondering why
**Again my poems are really bad since the accident I'm sorry maybe i should stop posting them???***
