Just Have To Leave

When you feel the pressure
Of the surrounding air
And you feel the emptiness
Of going nowhere

You know that you are
Yet only a being
And you have been missing
What you haven't been seeing

You know that change
Should soon be found
But you don't want to turn
Everything you know upside down

It's getting to hard
And something must change
And you know that you must adjust
Yet not disturb to derange

You feel it inside
That you have to let go
And everything that's prescious
Is soon to be let go

It's something you do
For only yourself
Not for the world
But to find content in oneself

You have to move on
And leave things behind
You are growing anxiously
And equally in mind

You know that you have
An unsettled debate
That has pushed inside
And can no longer wait

It's up to you
It's only your decision
You can't ask for advice
It comes from your own vision

You know your task
It's a very hard heave
But you know right now
That you just have to leave