Prelude To A Distant Dream

I remember the feeling when hearing the sound of my mother screaming and thrashing around . Your dad fell and he was taken from work he just grabbed his chest fainted and jerked, my heart felt heavy as I started to run it felt like I had been hit with the butt of a gun. As we pulled from the house my brother he drove quiet, frightened, and silent we rode. I prayed and prayed that my dad be alright but the thoughts in my mind were like the creeping dark of the night we arrived at the hospital and rushed to the desk, we’re hear to see my father he was brought here ill I noticed the expressions on my uncle as all time stood still. I knew something was wrong I knew deep inside but for my mother I decided my feelings to hide the feelings of despair, anger and hate for the one god who decided to give me this fate. I heard my mom screams as the doctor gave the news my heart had been stepped on shattered and bruised, this has to be a dream it just really cant be, why god oh why did this happen to me? He was supposed to grow old and retire and enjoy the rest of his life but instead you took him and caused us all strife, you took him from us the family he loved who every morning he kissed and every night he hugged. Why would you do this I thought you loved me like him why then o lord did you end his life’s hymn? ....