My Worst Christmas Ever

It's almost Christmas and all you ever do these days is yell at me
for the stupidest reasons
you've forced me to stay away from my boyfriend for the rest of the seasons
what has he ever done to you?
you're just jealous cause I'm having all the fun that you never got to have
you've taken the two best people away from me
you're pushing me closer to the edge
how can this be?
why am i letting you get the best of me?
I'm not YET giving up on life
but for now I'm gonna turn to the knife
one day you'll regret what you've done
and you'll miss me a ton
this is the worst Christmas ever
and I'm so close to pulling the treger
why are you doing this?
why do i have to be so perfect?
i hate being perfect
you always want me to be someone I'm not
i hate you alot
if you don't want me anymore
just tell me and I'll end this once and for all
and then you'll fall
this is the worst Christmas ever!

~i wrote this after me and my parents got into a fight. i hated them for everything they had said and done and i'll never forgive them for it cause they hurt me so badly!~